roller coaster life

every one thinks that Im not doing any of my school work its just mentle ! I always do my work because im scared of failure.
no one even thinks that i want to do well, because their so tied up in wanting me to do well! some thing else is that their putting me down 'your terrible at spanish' 'you need to revise' what the hell do you think i'm doing ; leading a life of luxury? I WISH! I mean they will test me but no one will ever help me ! oh -dear
boo-hoo
bye
M

OH-NO,
I feel so terrible today so this entry is short.
I guess what I'm saying is I'll update this tomorrow.

bye
M

Hello I'm writing again
It's me again. Back after an event full day at school. My mate is having a b'day tomorrow and I am going to sleep at hers. BAD thing is that her lad wants me to take a photo of her just in her undies and my other best mate too (so he will wear a toxido and a dickie bow tie,for the year eleven prom in 2 years time).
Oh its just like torture.
Any way back to gossip, so far today they have passed a propasall to wear blue and white on friday, for a yr 11 that died out side our school on tuesday. GOSH. I know that every one is sad about this tradegey but half of us didn't and still don't who he is , or was.
I am kind of sad though even if for a different reason; I miss my horse riding lesson. I have been doing really well recently aswell. SOO well that i can actually do canter in a rythem and NOT FALING OFF! I'LL WRITE SOON
Bye
M

PS. All you people out there that are reading my blog i will accaisionally have a question that I need to be answered, please do so IF YOU CAN! I would greatly apreciate it.

I guess that your wonder ing wot the hell a girl like me is doing writing a blogg!!! Well...
Me and my mates have had a bit opf a rough time recentley (family type stuff) AKA BROTHERS! but it's not just that there's kids at aschool and all sorts.
Well any way I wanted everyone to Know just like when you write a diary and suddenly your sooo interesting and they all want to read. Soo... in that case i figured blog! Well its still kind of stress relief even in no one reads it.
Not bad for my first go I reckon.
Because I'm still new to going looking for "trouble" you'll have to bear with me ( I'm only writing every 1-3 times a week).

from Megan

P.S. I hope your going to be a regular reader.